So in a few days, it will be Valentine’s Day. It’s almost Valentine’s Day and I am still single. This didn’t bother me until I looked on this guy’s FB page. This guy curved the entire shit out of me, like just cut off communication. Nothing. I have a major issue when boys do not properly end things. A simple “I don’t think this is going to work” text is just fine. I just don’t think it is fair to just end things like that. I was fine until 10 minutes ago. On his page is a picture of a pair of Jordan’s with the caption “Valentine’s Day gift for my valentine”. Well excuse the entire fuck out of me. I would have gladly stepped aside so that you can explore other people. I do not have a problem with that. In fact, I encourage it. Don’t waste your time with me. BUT don’t play me. I also think it’s also super immature. To be honest, this guy has mommy issues, a son, and a crazy baby-mother. Do I really want that in my life? It just sucks immensely that someone with that many issues does not even want me. I am pretty much perfect with the exception of being fat and I don’t even think that’s a big issue (see what I did there? lol) anymore. I am smart, pretty (not too pretty to where I am intimidating, but pretty enough that you wouldn’t mind walking in the street with me), strong-willed (maybe to my detriment), honest (possibly also to my detriment), no children (why does this even matter?), no crazy ex-boyfriends (limited relationship baggage), and a life plan. I also come from a good family. Being with me will quickly make you look ten times better.
Maybe I’m going about this all wrong. I’ve always said that I wanted to build an empire and bring honor to my family name. I can’t do that with a boy who can’t even let a woman down properly, especially a boy with baggage and a child. However that shit burns. I just want to experience Valentine’s Day, one day, with a man that I like and who appreciates me. I don’t want to compromise who I am. If I am going to change, I will change to become a better version of myself.